Has been reaching home DAMN fucking early these few days.
fucked up about everything.
i'm really going crazy already.

i know thrs still people outside still thinks that i
post all these in my blog, it's all attracting attention.
those emo-emo post.

i'm really tired already, i know i shouldn't take in their words,
but, what if they are th people whom are all close to me?
i don't wna lose "friends", "best friends".
although they're all only a mask,
but still, i dnt wna lose them.

i've tried so hard to get back th those people
whom i cherish alot, but it seems like its not working at all.
people really do change fast.

i don't mind my "friends" talking about my everything,
but i don't want them to say in a awful way,
it really hurts without saying anything.

my parents, money,
my parents, money,
my parents, money,

things and people around me are making me so confused.

The world doesn't even know she existed.